Category: Micah

Off To College

Posted on by Becky

DarlaNoelMaraParkYesterday afternoon, my sister-in-law Darla and her friend Noel came over to see the kids.  This is the Aunt Darla who lived with us for over a month last summer to get us through the crazy bedrest/c-section recovery/NICU time during Micah’s birth. The Aunt Darla who helped with meals, housework, watching Mara. The Aunt Darla who taught Mara “Peanut Butter Jelly Time” and splashed with Mara and the kids on our block in puddles in the rain.  The “Aunt Darla” who is leaving for college in South Carolina (along with Noel) this week! They will be missed.

But yesterday, Mara and Micah enjoyed Darla and Noel’s company on the swings and the slide at Park with Seals.We had some serious trauma when Mara took off her shoes to run in the fountain, and instead stepped her little bare feet into some 90-degree gum, which insisted on following her around the park. We left pretty soon after that incident.

But when we got to Park with Benches, Mara was herself again–ready to feed nuts to the squirrels.

It was great fun to watch her running through the grass wildly screaming, “Nuuuuuuutts!!” at the squirrels as she hurled almonds their direction. Of course, the squirrels were busy running up the nearest tree, probably texting their squirrel friends, ‘Back to your nests! Two-year-old on the loose!’

Thankfully (from the squirrel’s perspective) Darla and Noel taught her a little about the approach.

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And as you can see in this shot of Noel, Mara, and The Squirrel, Mara began to get the hang of it.

We got a few pics of Aunt Darla and Noel and the kids too, because they will be gone from now until Christmas . . .

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That sounds soo far away! We will miss you!!

But on the flip side, what an exciting time of life!! I loved college! Have a great semester!!!!

God the Healer. God the Provider. We Love You, God.

Posted on by Becky

We were eating dinner after church Sunday night and talking about our friends, the Atchisons. They are pursuing adoption (you can read the beginnings of their adoption story in their blog here), but a car accident this past week seems to be a set-back in the “adoption-funding” process.

I was expressing to Daniel my sadness that their car was totalled, and Mara was trying to understand.  So we told her that their car was broken–so broken that no one could fix it, and they would have to buy a new one.

After this, Mara became very quiet the rest of the meal. Finally she said, “I’m so sad about the little car.”

I sympathized, “We are too, sweetheart.” Maybe it was too much for a two-year-old to bear! 🙂 After dinner, she was still walking around sadly, and when I asked her what was wrong, she again repeated, “I’m sad about the little car.” I was surprised because that conversation was lonnnng past! Maybe I had been too dismal and negative about it earlier.

“Mara!” I said. “God is going to provide what they need. He will provide a car for Tara and Alan! We just have to wait and see how He is going to do it.”

Right away, Mara said, “Let’s p’ay [pray] about it.”

So Daniel, Mara and I stopped right there in the kitchen and prayed together that God would provide them a car somehow.

After the prayer, I told Daniel that my thumb was really hurting (I have had incessant eczema issues since 1993, particularly on my thumb and forefinger these days).

Mara (not understanding my medical history but believing in God) insisted. “God will heal your thumb, Mommy! God heal my fingers.” She held up two fingers with a sincere smile. “These two fingers! He heal them!”

I wanted to cry. She was sooo concerned about her two fingers (which had minor scrapes) a couple of weeks ago. I promised her that God would heal them. And He did.

She is learning that God is the Healer.

Now she is learning that He is the Provider too.

At bedtime we always pray. Tonight she said, “P’ay about we went to the park.” So we thanked God that we could play at the park, and that Daddy could come too. We thanked God that we could go to church and nursery and learn songs about God. Right before I said “Amen,” Mara again requested, “P’ay about the little car.”

So I prayed confidently, knowing God will provide and thanking Him in advance. Then I said, “Amen.”

Spontaneously my precious little Mara piped up one last time, “And I love you, God!” she declared happily.

I had to fight back tears. It was a beautiful thing–my daughter expressing genuine heartfelt love for God!

I’m beginning to see more and more of the child-like faith in little Mara. It convicts my heart. I pray that that “mustard seed” will continue to grow.

Remembering Micah’s Story: My Brother’s Wedding

Posted on by Becky

My brother Jon got married in South Carolina on Saturday, June 7, 2008, and sadly we weren’t able to be there. Ever since we found out I was pregnant with Micah, we knew it was possible that we might not be able to go–7 weeks before the baby was due. And I told Jon that the day I told him I was pregnant (Christmas Day 2007), but it never occurred to me back then that the baby might actually be born before Jon’s wedding!

Despite living all over the country, my family is very close. Yet we rarely ever can afford the time off or the costs of traveling, in order for all of us to get together. Jon’s wedding was to be the first time, since right after Christmas 2004, that we had all been together! (I say “right after Christmas,” because that year we were supposed to be together for Christmas–it would have been my family’s only Christmas “together” in the past seven years–but Daniel & I were flying Christmas Day, in order to “spend Christmas” with both our families, which we will never do again. We never made it to South Dakota. Our flight was delayed, and we spent Christmas night at Chicago’s O’Hare airport. We missed church on Sunday too, because the earliest flight we could take the next day didn’t get us there till the afternoon.)

So, 3-1/2 years later, we were looking forward to some family time. And I was thrilled that my little Mara’s first wedding would be my brother’s wedding . . .

Daniel came up with a great plan: We would take our time traveling down. We would leave on Wednesday morning. Drive to Virginia. Find a place to stay and have a relaxing afternoon/evening there, somewhere in the mountains. Get up whenever we woke up Thursday morning, have a bigger breakfast somewhere, and drive the rest of the way. Spend Thursday night with Matt & Heather (friends we were planning to stay with), and then have Friday and Saturday free to spend with family and wedding events.

But when I started having contractions at the end of April, Daniel became incredibly nervous about traveling, and he kept making the comment, “If we go to the wedding, the baby will be born in the mountains in Virginia!”

I kept telling him he was over-reacting, everything would be fine! Little did I know . . . according to our original travel plans, Daniel was right!

After my c-section, while I was in recovery (June 4, 2008), Daniel said, “If we had gone to the wedding, guess where Micah would have been born?” I was like ‘i know, i know—in the mountains in Virginia!!!’ . . . oh the drama . . . 🙂

Daniel got sick the day after Micah was born and couldn’t come back to the hospital during the rest of my stay. Between Daniel being sick, my own recovery, trying to learn about Micah and spend any time in the NICU that I could, I was too busy to even think about Jon’s wedding.

Initially I was told that I would be dismissed from the hospital on Sunday. I was fine with that. I was in no hurry to go home. I couldn’t even care for Mara when I got back, and I would only be able to see Micah (at the most) once a day after I went home.

But Saturday morning, after an almost sleepless night, I got a surprise when one of the nurses came in and told me that if I didn’t leave this morning, we would be personally billed for an extra day, because my insurance wouldn’t cover the next night. The next few hours were a flurry of activity: contacting one of the residents to get my stitches out, trying to meet with the lactation consultant, Micah’s neonatologist & nurses, trying to get a ride home since Daniel was working all day and had planned to pick me up on Sunday, signing stuff, packing up my things . . .

In the midst of this, my sister called and asked if I wanted her to put her cell phone on speaker phone during our brother’s wedding, so I could at least hear everything that was going on, even though I couldn’t be there. And that was when I lost it.

I wasn’t supposed to be in the hospital, recovering from a c-section with a baby in the NICU born almost 2 months early . . . I was supposed to be in South Carolina at my brother’s wedding! I was supposed to be spending time with my family for the first time in 3-1/2 years!

I knew I should just be grateful that Micah was going to be okay and that he wasn’t born in the “mountains of Virginia.” But combined with my crazy hormones, general tiredness, the pressure of having to work out the details of leaving a day early, and the sadness of leaving my little guy in the hospital, the disappointment of missing my brother’s wedding too was overwhelming.

I recovered. You do what you have to do. I clearly had no choice about whether or not to make it to the wedding, which in one sense made it easier. The decision was made for me, by God, so I need to be okay with that.

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So when I found out I’m expecting again, and my sister is in a serious relationship?!?!?! . . . YIKES!!!!!

I said to my brother, “If I have to miss Mary’s wedding too?!?!—-BOOOOOO!!!”

So my brother said we can call this baby “Little Boo,” because I “booed” when I found out I was pregnant and might miss Mary’s wedding.

And Jon added even more encouragement: “Maybe you’ll miss a wedding every time you have a baby!”

(Wow, thanks, bro!)

“But after this, there aren’t any more!” I said. “I’ll have already missed them all.” (I just have one brother and one sister.)

“You could always miss Darla’s wedding too!” my brother reminded me, referencing Daniel’s sister.

Wow.

I think we’ll just take one day at a time . . . . . . and pray a lot!